On Gurus

I had to cancel our annual trip to our camping spot this summer. This is the first time in almost ten years we won't make it. So....this is a very depressing household today. I was in such a funk that I just lay in bed all day moping. And I thought of the teachings of wiser people than myself who might say "You create your own happiness. Life is lived within the moment wherever you are. Happiness is a choice you make as is sadness." And then I thought "Fuck you Jack. This was Agawa Bay. Ancient pines. Sand and stone. Waterfalls. Watching my girls have the time of their lives." Damn stupid Gurus.